How does a person live day to day when the threat of their impending doom is forever in the air? I realized today that I haven't 'Settled up' in a while, which is my way of making sure that If I never spoke to someone again, that they would know just how I felt. And now i just feel really bad about it, because the threat hasn't, and never will go away. And its not that I'm going to take my own life, not that that isn't a very realistic chance, but living with life threatning food allergy to some very common things is a scary world. I think I need to go tell some people some very deep emotional things now.
- Mood:
Neglect - Listening to: The voices in my head
- Reading: that which was never wrote
- Watching: the world from behind my tears
- Playing: at this thing called life
- Eating: Fresh Coffee
- Drinking: more fresh coffee?
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