Christmas

I had a REALLY long blog all typed out for today, took about 2 hours to get out. But you know what? You don't get to read it. You know why? Because my Chrome Crashed as I was posting it. So... I am NOT taking another 2 hours to do it again, wouldn't be the same anyways. So, Instead, i present you with lyrics that Are Not My Own. But in a rather fitting way, it kind of really describes my feelings for this time of year. It is also the song I continue to do at karaoke and will do so as soon as I find a karaoke company that actually has it in there library.


I Won't Be Home For Christmas
Blink 182

(Deck the halls with boughs of holly fa la la la la la la la la)
(Tis the season to be jolly fa la la la la la la la la)

Outside the carolers start to sing
I can't describe the joy they bring
Cause joy is something they don't bring me

My girlfriend is by my side
From the roof are hanging sickles of ice
Their whiny voices get irritating
It's Christmas time again

So I stand with a dead smile on my face
Wondering how much of my time they'll waste
Oh god I hate these Satan's helpers

And then I guess I must've snaped
Because I grabbed a baseball bat
And made them all run for shelter

It's Christmas time again
It's time to be nice to the people you can't stand all year
I'm growing tired of all this Christmas cheer
You people scare me
Please stay away from my home
If you don't wanna get beat down
Just leave the presents and then leave me alone.

Well I guess it's not cool to freak on Christmas Eve
Cause the cops came and arrested me
They had an unfair advantage

And even though the jail didn't have a tree
Christmas came a night early
Causes a guy named Bubba unwrapped my package (hot damn)

It's Christmas time again
It's time to be nice to the people you can't stand all year
I'm growing tired of all this Christmas cheer
You people scare me
Please stay away from my home
If you don't wanna get beat down
Just leave the presents and then leave me alone.

I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please post my bail)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please post my bail)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please post my bail)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please post my bail)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas



So... Anyone get the idea that I really dislike this time of year?

-Charlotte
Stay Out Of My Face This Season

• Mood: Winter Downs
• Listening to: Blink 182
• Reading: Hate Mail
• Watching: people trash my character
• Playing: with the left over emotions of guilt
• Eating: my sorrow with a rusty knife
• Drinking: my dreams down with bourbon